YEAH I KNOW I HAVE BEEN ABANDON YOU FOR MORE THAN A MONTH..SORRY BLOG BLOG,I JUST HAVE NO TIME TO UPDATE YOU.I HAVE TRIED MY BEST TO UPDATE BUT TIME JUST DON'T ALLOWED ME TO

I THINK I DON'T NEED TO UPDATE ALOT TODAY.IF YOU WANT ME TO UPDATE,IT'LL BE A VERY LONG STORY.I THINK DON'T NEED TO SLEEP ALREADY.

SO LET'S JUST UPDATE ABOUT TODAY. TODAY AT WORK I DID MANAGE TO CLEAR SOME OF MY WORK EVENTHOUGH NOT ALOT BUT ATLEAST I CLEARED SOME.RECENTLY WE HAVE THESE H1N1 DISEASE,SO EVERYONE HAVE TO BE VERY CAREFUL.

SIS GOT FLU AND COUGH SINCE THIS MORNING AND SHE'S BEING AN IRRESPONSIBLE SINGAPOREAN COZ SHE DIDN'T USE THE MASK TO COVER HER MOUTH.EVEN IN THE OFFICE,WHEN I TOLD HER TO WEAR THE ASK,SHE ONLY WORE IT FOR 15 MINUTES THEN SHE TOOK IT OFF.AIYOH!!

SO SHE WENT BACK HALF WAY TO TAKE MC.AND IM LONELY AGAIN.

NOW I'M AT HOME UPDATING MY BLOG WHILE WATCHING "JIHAN". I JUST LOVE LOOKING AT HOW SHE WEARS HER TUDUNG. VERY STYLISH.

BUT I GUESS NOW IT'S A COMMON STYLE IN SINGAPORE. SURE THOSE MINAHS HAVE ALREADY TRIED WEARING THAT STYLE.

AND AS FOR ME, I'M STILL ME. THE OLD IZAH.

HUBBY NOT AT HOME NOW, WENT DOWN TO LEPAKZ WITH HIS FRIENDS. AND I AM SO SO MISS MY FAMILY. NEVER FEEL SO LONELY BEFORE. USED TO HAVE THAT CRAZIEST NOISIEST SURROUNDINGS AND SUDDENLY IT BECAME SO QUIET.

NOT SO ME, I'M STILL NOT USED TO THE SURROUNDINGS. FORCING MYSELF BUT I CAN'T TAKE IT. LET TIME TELLS..

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NOW I'M TRYING MY VERY BEST TO GET WHAT I WANT..I'LL DO ANYTHING TILL I GET IT.

I DUN CARE ABOUT OTHERS ANYMORE,IT'S ME THAT'S GOING TO BE AFFECTED..

THEY CAN CALL ME WHATEVER THEY WANT,I JUST DUN CARE..

THIS IS FOR MY FUTURE, MY FAMILY..IF YOU CAN'T BE BOTHERED WITH ANYTHING, SO DO I..

I'LL NEVER GIVE IN ANYMORE..ALWAYS GIVE IN TO YOU..AND THIS IS JUST UNFAIR TO ME..

IT IS BECAUSE OF ME, ALL OF YOU CAN STILL BREATHE..

ONE OF THEM IS USELESS, WHILE THE OTHER IS TRYING TO BE A HERO..

I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST THIS TIME..

WISH ME GOOD LUCK!!

SHE JUST HATE HER LIFE NOW..AND I WONDER WHY..HER HEART SAYS THAT SHE FEELS REGRET MARRYING..SHE TOLD ME THIS IS NOT WHAT SHE WANTS..SHE LOVES TO BE ON HER OWN,TO BE INDEPENDENT..BUT HER PARTNER DOESN'T EVEN BOTHER TO LISTEN AND TO UNDERSTAND HER..

I KNOW HOW SHE FEELS..IT'S HURT,YES I KNOW..

SHE DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO DO..SO DO I..I CAN'T SAY ANY WORDS ANYMORE..

IS HE BEING SELFISH?OR SHE BEING SELFISH??

IS SHE EGO???I'M NOT SURE..

OR IS HE EGO?

SHE HAVE NO IDEA HOW SHE GOING TO LIVE HER LIFE FOREVER WITH THEM??

I JUST THINK THAT HER PARTNER IS THINKING SOOO MUCH OF HIS FAMILY..BUT HIS OWN WIFE HE PUT ASIDE..

THEY SAY, ONCE U R MARRIED, UR HEAVEN IS UNDERNEATH OF UR HUSBAND'S LEG..BUT I GUESS SHE DUN CARE ANYMORE..THE HUSBAND DOESNT EVEN CARE OF HER FEELING,Y MUST SHE THINK OF THE HEAVEN UNDERNEATH HER HUSBAND'S LEG,RIGHT???

I THINK THEIR FAMILY ARE JUST SELFISH..DRAG THEIR PROBLEMS TO THEIR SON..AND NOW THE SON HAVE TO DRAG THE WIFE IN WITH THEIR PROBLEM..I JUST THINK IT'S UNFAIR...

SHE'S GETTING SKINNY AND SKINNIER..REALLY PITY HER..

SHE CANT DEPEND ON HIM..AND SHE CANT LET GO OF HER FEELINGS TO HER FAMILY...SHE DOESNT WANT HER FAMILY TO THINK BAD ABT HIM..

NOW SHE WANTS TO ACT NUTS AND NOBODY IN THE HOUSE..SHE'S NOT GONNA TALK MUCH..I TRIED TO ADVICE BUT SHE SAID SHE CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..WHY THERE'S SUCH PROBLEMS OCCUR??

WONDER WHY!!!!!!!

to be continue......

ME N HUBBY HAVE MADE A DECISION TO TAKE OUT A BIKE COZ HIS SHIFT WORK WILL BEGIN IN APRIL AND HE WILL ONLY WORK 15 DAYS IN A MONTH..THEN ANOTHER 15 DAYS IS HIS OFF DAY..SO I TOLD HIM TO GET A BIKE,A SMALL BIKE, SO THAT DURING HIS OFF DAY, HE CAN DO PART TIME RIDER AT MCDONALD..

SO YESTERDAY HE TOOK AN OFF DAY TO SURVEY FOR BIKE..HE WENT OUT AROUND 10AM TILL 8PM..HE TOLD ME THAT HE WENT TO 15 BIKE SHOPS..AND AT LAST HE FOUND ONE AT UBI..ASKED HIM WHY OF ALL SHOPS HE DECIDE TO GET THE BIKE AT UBI AND HE MENTIONED THAT THIS BIKE IS STANDARDIZE, ALL ORIGINAL PARTS,SO IT IS SAFER TO GET THAT..

SO YESTERDAY AFTER WORK, HANG OUT AT FORUM COFFEE BEAN WITH IN AND SYNNTA..SYNNTA GOT A HELL LECTURE FROM ME N IN..HAHAHA..

WHILE HANGING OUT,ACTUALLY CAN'T WAIT TO REACH HOME TOO,ANXIOUS TO SEE OUR NEW BABY..HEHE..

BUT YESTERDAY WAS JUST A SEE SEE SITUATION ONLY..HAVENT TAKE A RIDE YET..WILL DO IT LATER AFTER WORK..STILL THINKING WHERE SHALL WE GO..I WANNA HAVE A LONG LONG RIDE..IT HAS BEEN 2 YEARS I HAVENT RIDE A BIKE WITH MY DARLING..

SO NOW, ME N HUBBY WONT FEEL LAZY ANYMORE IF WE WANNA GO OUT..EVEN TO PASIR RIS OSO WE STILL CAN GO..HEHE..

ESPECIALLY HUBBY..HE WILL SURE BE VERY HAPPY..

BUT STILL DO MISS KR..NIWEI HAVE TO SAYANG SPARK OREDI..

MY LEGS VERY PAIN LATELY, I SPRAINED MY ANKLE..FOR 2 WEEKS ALREADY..IT IS BECAUSE THE OTHER DAY I PLAYED BASKET BALL AND I DONT EVEN WEAR A PROPER SHOE JUST A SLIPPER..

IT STILL HURTS IF I TRY TO MASSAGE IT..

I CANT EVEN USE HEELS..WILL FEEL THE PAIN MORE..

HOPING THAT IT WILL GET CURED..

K KNOCKING OFF LIAO..

ALOT OF PREPARATION NEED TO BE DONE THESE FEW DAYS..

BRANCH MEETING COMING SOON ON THE 9TH FEB, MY SLIDES HAVE NOT DONE YET, NOT EVEN ONE..TERRIBLE RIGHT..

DIE DIE I HAVE TO DO IT BY TOMORROW..OH YEAH, TOMORROW OFFICE WILL BE VERY EMPTY AS THE FPS WILL BE HAVING THE iBATTLE "PAINTBALL" AT THE BOTTLE TREE PARK..

SECRETARIES NOT INVOLVE..GOOD LAH..SO CAN STAY IN THE OFFICE AND DO WORK QUIETLY..

BTW THIS MORNING HAVING THE STAFFS MEETING TOGETHER WITH ADRIAN AND ERIC..BREAKFAST PROVIDED BY THE DIRECTORS..SHIOOKK SIA...

BUT WAS NOT SO FULL JUST NOW..BUT DURING LUNCH, I JUST ATE ICE-CREAM AT MCDONALDS..

KINDA BORED NOW..WAITING TO GO HOME..15 MORE MINS TO GO..YAY!!

BUT ONCE REACH HOME, I'LL BE BORED AGAIN..COZ HUBBY GOT NO PLANS TODAY, AND WE JUST HAVE TO STAY AT HOME.. LAME!!!!

K LAH NEED TO TOUCH UP AND PACK MY STUFFS OREDI..

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OH BTW...2DAY IS MY 3 YEARS 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU HUBBY!!

WILL ALWES LOVE YOU!!

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